Category Archives: Off the cuff

Blogs in this category are more about the personal issues, trials, temptations, and victories I’ve gone through and the demonstration of God’s grace through them.

A struggle, a surrender, and peace

bible-620x508Last month, I began teaching a new Sunday School class at my church.  Although I have never been to Bible college, I have served as a fill-in pastor for two Baptist and one United Methodist churches since I surrendered my life to Christ in 1988.  About a year and a half ago, my pastor approached me with the idea and vision of starting a new Sunday School class.  At the time, I did my best to give the Pastor every reason I could think of not to do the new class.  It wasn’t because I didn’t know how to study the Bible or to create lessons and present them to a group of people.  Between pastoring and teaching at the college level, those things come as almost a second nature.  What made it different is that since 2006 I rededicated my life to the Lord.

It was that I doubted my ability to teach a Sunday School class or even the age group.  The class would be adult-focused but on younger Christians in the faith – roughly the same age range that I teach in my college courses.  The class would focus on something that I have always felt a strong pull towards – Christian discipleship.  Instead of seeing it as an opportunity to use my skills and talents for the Lord, as I often teach here, I actually began to wonder if I were to take the class if it would simply be another item in a long list of spiritual failures.  I was not fearing failure for me, but simply did not want to do anything else that might embarrass my Lord and Savior, Jesus.  I began to do what I often do when faced with a difficult situation – I began to ask God to let me know what His plan for my life would be and then determined to do it.  That evening, as I began to do my personal devotional reading, a verse jumped off the page at me: For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance (Romans 11:29). God used this verse as a personal reminder that the gifts He has given me, the ability to research, to teach others, public speaking are not only gifts from Him, but are to be used according to His plan.  He gave me these gifts, and in spite of all my faults and failures, He has no regrets in giving me these gifts and talents or in calling me to use them for His glory.

I decided to accept the Sunday school class for one reason – it was set before me by the Lord Jesus Christ.  The apostle Paul understood that there would be struggles in our walk with the Lord as we are led by the Holy Spirit: Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God (Hebrews 12:1-2). What Paul is writing about is something that anyone that has ever followed the leading of the Holy Spirit has had to deal with at some time or another. Paul encourages us to do the things that God has called us to do and reminds us of the very reasons that we should be doing them with a willing heart. Whether it is being a Sunday school teacher, a deacon, a pastor, or any other position God calls us to serve in, we are always being watched by the great cloud of witnesses – other church members, family, friends, coworkers, Satan, and the Lord Jesus Christ.

The only one that’s watching us that should even remotely matter to us is what the Lord Jesus Christ will say.  It doesn’t matter what others think, our efforts should show our love of the Lord.  We should do all things that we do for the Lord.  We should not worry about what others are doing but should focus on doing what has been set in front of us.  I do not have time to worry about the things that God has called anyone else to do, how they are doing it, or to what extent they are being faithful in their service – I must spend my time doing the things that the Lord would have me do. I must also be patient and consistent in those things that God has set in front of me so that I do them in a way that is pleasing to the Lord.  It doesn’t matter if the position was Sunday School teacher, usher, or any other position, as a Christian and as the person God has selected for that position, there is an understanding that we must work to our utmost ability to do what God has for us to do.  No, my salvation does not depend on how well I do anything for the Lord, but because of the price He did pay for my salvation, I owe Him the best that I can give.

There is a peace the believer experiences when they become willing to follow God’s plan for their life.  Yes, this includes our service within the local New Testament church.  There is a calmness and peace in knowing that through our obedience to the Holy Spirit, we are drawn closer to God which not only enriches us, but encourages us and allows us to mature in our faith. If you’re reading this and you have felt God leading you into a direction where you’re to serve in your local church, have faith!  God’s calling for you is without repentance. He knows your abilities, your potential, skills, and weaknesses.  All he wants is our willingness to do the work.

The unattended church and the Christian heart

Abandoned-ChurchLast Sunday was Easter Sunday; just like many churches across our  nation, we had a number of families and people that visited my home church yesterday.  Sunday night I had trouble sleeping and went downstairs to lay on the couch and began to think of the people and families that came to worship with us yesterday.  One thing that stuck in my mind is that for many of them, their spiritual health is much like the picture of the church above – tattered, torn, paint peeling, windows broken.  While I may not know their exact relationship with God, I can tell you that there is seriously something missing in the life of a Christian that does not regularly attend church.

The picture of the old abandoned church is a good visual representation of a Christian’s life without regular church attendance.  It’s weak, not structurally sound.  Prayers and hymns of praise no longer fill the sanctuary, much like how the heart is no longer filled with joy.  Pews sit empty, the wood cracked, the cushions long rotted away as decay begins to set in.  The pulpit no longer bears witness of the glory, holiness, and power of God; the Holy Spirit no longer holds any sway over the Christian’s life.  In place of an ever-growing congregation, a building in near collapse now stands. Instead of a fountain of love and joy springing from the heart of the believer, a stagnant pond contaminated by the disease of sin has become the focus of the life of the believer that will not be faithful in church attendance.

Although I came to know Christ as my Lord and Savior in 1988, I did not always have the wish to sincerely follow after Him as I do now.  For a while, I was active in church, attending every service offered.  Over time, my church attendance began to decline, my faithfulness to reading the Bible began to dwindle, and within a year, I fell into the trap of only attending church on Sunday morning.  Within another six months, I only went to the Christmas Sunday service during that month of December.  The next time I attended the Sunday morning service was Easter Sunday.  Yes, I was still a Christian; however, I had fell into a subtle trap created by Satan that derails millions of Christians – as long as I am saved, that’s all that matters.  Yes, we cannot lose our salvation; however, we can allow Satan to rob us of our joy.  I had a heart that resembled that stagnant pond; the odor my heart let out was foul, full of decay and I did not have the ability to find peace, comfort, and joy that Christ had brought into my life at an earlier time.

When a Christian falls out of church there is more that they are missing than just the preaching and the singing.  They miss the Christian fellowship that is essential for the development of a stronger walk with Christ.  They miss the strength that praying with other Christians can bring to even the most troublesome burden.  Believe it or not, there are other benefits that God has placed within the local New Testament church that the Christians who are fairly active within their congregations. Take a moment and, if you regularly attend your church, you will know immediately who the older women are that might be able to watch your child at a moment’s notice, who the men are that can help replace a starter or an alternator in your car, who might be able to fix a leaky sink, replace a circuit breaker, repair your computer, or even make a professional-quality cake.  Within the last ten years, as I have grown more in my faith, I have helped church members with various computer issues, add telephone lines to their house, build computer networks, hook up new televisions and entertainment centers, video record weddings, and even repair/upgrade computer hardware.  No, this is not the main reason that anyone should go to church but it is simply one of the added blessings that God provides to His children who are obedient.

When God brings Christians together through the local New Testament church, he makes that body with the idea that we are there to use our talents and gifts not only in the glorification of God in that local body, but that we might serve one another with our talents and gifts. This helps to strengthen the bonds between Christians and follows the examples of the early churches started by the apostles. The members of those early churches were known for helping one another out as part of the demonstration of their faith.

I do not promise you that your Christian walk will be without problems if you become more active in your local church.  I will promise you that the fellowship will grow sweeter, your burdens and trials won’t seem so lonely, and you will develop friendships that will be founded in Christ that will last a lifetime. Christians that already have experienced this do understand the joys that our salvation does bring.  It lifts our emotions and our spiritual well-being.  It brings us closer to God and allows ourselves to become a part of His plan to reach others in our community.

The Monday before Easter

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It’s the Monday before Easter; Passover begins on Wednesday, so for both the Christian and the Jew, it is a holy week.  Where the Jew celebrates and remembers the great miracles and judgments that occurred to deliver them out of the hands of the Egyptians.  For Christians, Easter is also a celebration where we remember the great miracles surrounding the life of Jesus and the great judgment that He bore on himself to redeem all people.

This past Sunday, celebrated as Palm Sunday by many Christian denominations, marks the triumphant entry of Jesus into Jerusalem.  The crowds that would later shout out “crucify him” were the same crowds that were spreading palm fronds in front of Jesus on that Sunday morning. It is no marvel at all that the crowd that day turned so rapidly against Christ; our living generations would do the same thing today and it is demonstrated on nearly a daily basis.  Many of the same people who attended church yesterday morning are now, today, acting no different from the lost world around them.  I often wonder is this what Jesus meant when he warned, Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men (Matthew 5:13). Although these Christians proclaim the love, blood, and forgiveness of Christ, their very actions inoculate others against that same gospel.  Christians are called to be different.

Standing in the shadow of the cross, I ask myself if I am the type of Christian I should be. I am not perfect and have my daily struggles with sin. There are times I do not understand why God would love someone like me, someone who is broken, has not made the wisest of choices, and for so long took the love and grace of God for granted.  The good thing is that we have a patient God who does love us and is concerned about us.  If we are willing to let Him, He will mold us and shape us in a way that not only will bring out joy in our lives, but refocuses our attentions from the word to Him.  He also strengthens us, and through our studying of His word, He teaches us.  God does not force our obedience but wants us to be willingly obedient to Him.